Come Study With Me 2: Notes from Leviticus

Notes on the Sacrificial System

Sacrifice of some kind was a nearly universal practice among ancient peoples. Israel’s sacrificial system shared certain similarities with the practices of surrounding nations, but it was also distinctly different in several important ways.

1. Israel’s Absolute Monotheism

Israel worshiped one true God, Yahweh. The sacrificial system was not created by Israel as a means of manipulating multiple competing gods. God Himself gave Israel specific instructions for worship and sacrifice as part of His covenant relationship with them.

2. Sacrifice Was Connected to Holiness, Ethics, and Obedience

Israel’s worship was rooted in the character of God Himself. Because God is absolutely holy, His people were called to holiness.

The sacrificial system was therefore connected to sin, repentance, atonement, forgiveness, and obedience to God’s covenant commands. Sacrifice was never intended to replace faithful obedience.

“You shall be holy, for I the LORD your God am holy.”
— Leviticus 19:2

The prophets repeatedly reinforce this truth: God does not delight in ritual performed apart from righteousness and obedience (1 Samuel 15:22; Isaiah 1:11–17; Hosea 6:6; Micah 6:6–8).

3. Israel Was Forbidden to Incorporate Magic and Occult Practices

Israel’s worship was not to be blended with the religious practices of the surrounding nations. God explicitly prohibited magic, sorcery, divination, necromancy, and related practices (Leviticus 19:26, 31; 20:6; Deuteronomy 18:9–14).

Biblical sacrifice was never magic. It was not a technique for manipulating God or forcing Him to provide a desired outcome.

4. Israel’s Sacrificial System Had a High Moral Character

The biblical sacrificial system was fundamentally different from fertility religions and other surrounding practices. Israel was prohibited from incorporating ritual prostitution, sexual immorality, occult practices, and human sacrifice into its worship (Leviticus 18:21; Deuteronomy 18:9–14).

Israel’s worship was to reflect the holiness of the God they worshiped.

Sacrifice Before Sinai

Sacrifice did not begin with the Mosaic covenant.

Long before Leviticus, Scripture records people offering sacrifices to God:

Cain and Abel — Genesis 4:3–5
Noah — Genesis 8:20–22
Abraham — Genesis 12:7–8 and following
Job — Job 1:5

The biblical record clearly demonstrates that sacrifice was practiced among God’s people long before the detailed sacrificial laws given through Moses.

The Mosaic covenant therefore revealed and regulated Israel’s sacrificial worship within their covenant relationship with God.

Cain and Abel: The Importance of the Worshiper

Genesis 4:3–5 gives us one of Scripture’s earliest accounts of sacrifice.

Cain brought an offering from the fruit of the ground, while Abel brought the firstborn of his flock and their fat portions.

God regarded Abel and his offering, but did not regard Cain and his offering.

The text does not explicitly state that Cain offered his “second best.” What it does emphasize is that Abel brought the firstborn and the fat portions—the valuable portions of his flock.

The following conversation with Cain makes clear that the issue was not merely the physical offering. God addresses Cain’s conduct and heart:

“If you do well, will you not be accepted?”
— Genesis 4:7

The story therefore establishes an important biblical principle:

God cares about both the offering and the heart of the worshiper.

Why Cain and Abel Matter

The story appears remarkably early in Scripture, before Sinai, the tabernacle, the priesthood, or the Levitical system.

Already, Scripture is asking:

What does it mean to approach God rightly?

Cain and Abel introduce a theme that will continue throughout Scripture:

Worship cannot be separated from the heart and conduct of the worshiper.

This becomes essential for understanding the sacrifices of Leviticus. The sacrifices were not empty rituals performed mechanically. They belonged within a relationship of covenant faithfulness, holiness, repentance, and obedience.

Noah: Sacrifice and Covenant Grace

After the flood, Noah built an altar and offered burnt offerings to the LORD (Genesis 8:20–22).

The LORD received Noah’s offering as a pleasing aroma and then declared His commitment to preserve the regular rhythms of creation:

“While the earth remains, seedtime and harvest, cold and heat, summer and winter, day and night, shall not cease.”
— Genesis 8:22

The passage should not be understood as though Noah’s sacrifice manipulated God or changed Him from anger to mercy.

Rather, the sacrifice occurs within the larger story of judgment, grace, and covenant promise. God graciously commits Himself to sustaining His creation despite humanity’s continuing sinfulness.

This gives us an early biblical pattern:

Judgment → Sacrifice → Covenant Promise → Sustaining Grace

A Foundation for Studying Leviticus

As we enter Leviticus, we should first ask what each sacrifice meant within Israel’s own covenant relationship with God.

For each sacrifice, consider:

What was being offered?
Who brought the offering?
What was the worshiper required to do?
What did the priest do?
What happened to the blood and offering?
What portion belonged to God?
What portion, if any, belonged to the worshiper or priest?
What problem or need did the sacrifice address?
How did it relate to holiness, sin, forgiveness, fellowship, or thanksgiving?
How does the rest of Scripture develop this theme?
Where does the New Testament explicitly connect these themes to Jesus Christ?

This allows us to trace the sacrificial system toward Christ without forcing meanings onto the text that Scripture itself does not establish.

Key Thought

Sacrifice was never merely about putting something on an altar.

From the earliest pages of Scripture, sacrifice is connected with approaching God, responding to sin, worshiping rightly, honoring God’s holiness, and living in covenant relationship with Him.

Israel’s sacrificial system was not unique simply because Israel sacrificed. It was unique because Yahweh—the one true and holy God—revealed how His covenant people were to worship and approach Him.

As we study Leviticus, we will see the altar continually teaching Israel that:

sin is serious, God is holy, forgiveness is costly, and fellowship with God is a gracious gift.

August 22, 2026 0

COME STUDY WITH ME

Notes from Leviticus

Post 1 — Meet the Book

The book of Leviticus begins precisely where Exodus leaves off.

The tabernacle has been completed, and the glory of the LORD has filled it. God’s presence is so overwhelming that Moses is unable to enter the tent of meeting (Exodus 40:34–35).

That detail is important.

Leviticus begins with a question:

How can a holy God dwell among an unholy people?

Leviticus breaks from much of the narrative structure of Genesis and Exodus and moves primarily into instructions concerning sacrifices, priesthood, purity, holiness, worship, and covenant life.

But these laws are not random regulations.

Moses’ inability to enter the tabernacle establishes the theological problem that drives the book:

God is holy, and His people are not.

God desires to dwell among His people, yet His holiness cannot simply overlook sin and impurity. Leviticus therefore explains how Israel is to approach God, worship Him, deal with sin and ritual impurity, and live as a people set apart for His presence.

The sacrificial system provided God-appointed means of atonement, purification, forgiveness, and restored fellowship within the Mosaic covenant.

Three Major Areas of Leviticus

The laws of Leviticus can broadly be understood through three overlapping areas:

1. Ritual

These instructions govern Israel’s worship—particularly sacrifices, offerings, festivals, holy days, and other prescribed rituals.

2. Priesthood

These laws concern the ordination, qualifications, responsibilities, and conduct of the priests, who served in Israel’s worship and ministry at the sanctuary.

3. Holiness

These instructions teach Israel what it meant to live as a people set apart to God. They address worship, morality, relationships, sexuality, food, ritual purity, justice, and everyday life.

And this is important:

Ritual impurity is not necessarily the same thing as moral sin.

Something could make an Israelite ritually unclean without that person having committed a moral offense. The purity laws distinguish between categories of clean and unclean, while the holiness laws also address moral obedience and covenant faithfulness.

Together, these laws teach Israel that life in the presence of a holy God requires distinction, reverence, and holiness.

What Do These Laws Have in Common?

Though the laws of Leviticus address many different subjects, several themes continually emerge.

They call Israel to be holy.

“You shall be holy, for I the LORD your God am holy.”
— Leviticus 19:2

They set Israel apart from the surrounding nations.

Israel was not simply another ancient nation with another religious system. They belonged to Yahweh and were called to reflect His character.

They continually remind Israel of their covenant relationship with God.

Their worship, daily lives, bodies, homes, food, relationships, priests, festivals, and sacrifices all existed within the reality that they belonged to God.

And they prepare us to understand the need for a greater and final atonement.

The New Testament explicitly develops the sacrificial and priestly themes of Leviticus and shows their fulfillment in Jesus Christ (Hebrews 9–10).

We should be careful, however, not to force Christ into every individual detail of Leviticus. Instead, we watch for the connections that Scripture itself develops and allows the biblical storyline to lead us to Christ.

The Day of Atonement

At the center of Leviticus stands Leviticus 16—the Day of Atonement, or Yom Kippur.

This was the great annual ceremony in which atonement was made for the sins and impurities of Israel and the sanctuary.

Two goats were selected.

One was offered as a sin offering.

The other became the scapegoat. The high priest confessed the sins of Israel over the goat, symbolically placing their iniquities upon it, and the goat was sent away into the wilderness.

These two goats vividly communicate two dimensions of atonement:

sin requires dealing with, and sin is removed from God’s people.

The New Testament helps us see the greater fulfillment of these realities in Christ, whose sacrifice is not repeated annually but is once for all (Hebrews 9:11–14; 10:10–14).

Why Leviticus Matters

Leviticus may require a little more work to understand and apply than some of the more narrative books of Scripture.

But it gives us a profound picture of God’s character and His purposes.

It teaches us that:

God is holy.

Sin and impurity matter.

God desires to dwell with His people.

Atonement is necessary for sinners to approach a holy God.

God Himself provides the way for His people to draw near.

And as the biblical story continues, these themes lead us toward the ultimate fulfillment of God’s provision:

Jesus Christ, our perfect and once-for-all sacrifice.

A Simple Outline of Leviticus

Chapters 1–7 — The Sacrificial Offerings

Instructions concerning Israel’s various offerings, including the burnt, grain, peace, sin, and guilt offerings.

Chapters 8–10 — The Priesthood

The ordination of Aaron and his sons, their responsibilities, and the judgment that falls on Nadab and Abihu for unauthorized worship.

Chapters 11–15 — Clean and Unclean

Instructions concerning clean and unclean animals, bodily conditions, skin diseases, bodily discharges, and other matters of ritual purity.

Chapter 16 — The Day of Atonement

Instructions for Israel’s annual Day of Atonement and the cleansing of the sanctuary and people.

Chapter 17 — The Holiness of Blood and Sacrifice

Instructions concerning where sacrifices may be offered and the sacred significance of blood.

Chapters 18–20 — Holiness in Everyday Life

Commands concerning sexual morality, family relationships, idolatry, justice, and separation from the practices of the surrounding nations.

Chapters 21–22 — Priestly Holiness

Additional requirements concerning the holiness and conduct of the priests and regulations concerning acceptable offerings.

Chapter 23 — Feasts and Holy Days

Israel’s appointed times, including Passover, Unleavened Bread, Firstfruits, Weeks, Trumpets, the Day of Atonement, and Booths.

Chapter 24 — Holy Things and Covenant Community

Instructions concerning the lampstand, the bread of the Presence, and the consequences of blaspheming God’s name.

Chapter 25 — Sabbath Year and Jubilee

Instructions concerning the Sabbath year, the Year of Jubilee, land, property, debt, and care for fellow Israelites.

Chapter 26 — Covenant Blessings and Curses

A covenant call to obedience accompanied by promises of blessing and warnings concerning covenant disobedience.

Chapter 27 — Vows and Dedicated Things

Regulations concerning vows, dedications, valuations, and things devoted to the LORD.

The Big Picture

Leviticus is not simply a book of strange rules about sacrifices, food, priests, and purity.

It is a book answering a profound question:

How can a holy God dwell among a sinful people?

And as we study it carefully, we begin to see the answer unfolding:

God makes a way for His people to dwell in His presence.

The temporary and repeated provisions of the Mosaic covenant ultimately point us toward the greater reality revealed in Christ—the One whose sacrifice is sufficient once for all.

“For by a single offering he has perfected for all time those who are being sanctified.”
— Hebrews 10:14

August 15, 2026 0

What Do You Pray for the People You Love?

Learning to Pray for Spiritual Growth from Philippians 1:9–11

Perhaps one of the clearest measures of what we truly desire for the people we love is what we repeatedly ask God to do in their lives.

“And it is my prayer that your love may abound more and more, with knowledge and all discernment, so that you may approve what is excellent, and so be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God.”

— Philippians 1:9–11

What do you pray for the people you love?

If someone listened carefully to your prayers for your husband, your children, your friends, your church, or the believers God has entrusted to your care, what would they discover that you most deeply desire for them?

We pray for safety, healing, provision, restored relationships, open doors, protection for our children, strength for marriages, and relief from suffering.

These are good things to bring before our Father.

But Paul’s prayer in Philippians 1:9–11 confronts us with a deeper question:

Do our prayers reveal that our greatest desire for the people we love is their spiritual maturity and conformity to Jesus Christ?

Paul writes Philippians from imprisonment. He loves these believers deeply. He has invested himself in their lives, labored for their spiritual good, and partnered with them in the advancement of the gospel.

Immediately before recording his prayer, Paul writes:

“For God is my witness, how I yearn for you all with the affection of Christ Jesus.”

— Philippians 1:8

Then Paul allows us to hear what a heart filled with the affection of Christ asks God to do in the lives of others.

He does not begin by praying that the Philippians would escape suffering or experience easier circumstances.

Paul prays for their spiritual growth.

He asks God to increase their love, deepen their knowledge, sharpen their discernment, teach them to recognize what is excellent, make them sincere and blameless, fill their lives with the fruit of righteousness through Jesus Christ, and keep them faithful until the day of Christ.

And all of it moves toward one ultimate purpose:

the glory and praise of God.

This prison prayer gives us more than a glimpse into Paul’s pastoral heart.

It teaches us how to pray for the people we love.

1. A Love That Never Stops Growing

Paul begins:

“And it is my prayer that your love may abound more and more…”

The Greek word translated abound is perisseuō (περισσεύω).

It carries the idea of increasing, overflowing, exceeding, or becoming abundant.

Paul is not writing to Christians who have no love. The Philippians have already demonstrated their affection for Paul and their partnership in the gospel.

Yet Paul prays for more.

There is no point in the Christian life when we graduate from the command to love. Spiritual maturity does not mean that we eventually become loving enough.

The more deeply we know Christ, the greater our capacity should become to love the people He has placed around us.

Paul does not explicitly state the object of the Philippians’ love in verse 9. The Greek text simply says:

ἡ ἀγάπη ὑμῶν — “your love.”

Within Paul’s letters, love for fellow believers frequently occupies a prominent place, especially in the opening sections of his letters. Paul commends the saints for their love in Ephesians 1:15, Colossians 1:4, 1 Thessalonians 1:3, and 2 Thessalonians 1:3.

Given Paul’s repeated emphasis upon the love believers should have for one another, and the relational concerns that later emerge in Philippians, love for fellow Christians is certainly included and may be especially prominent here.

But Paul’s prayer reaches even deeper.

He desires a growing Christian love—love rooted in God, shaped by truth, and expressed wisely toward others.

When Jesus identifies the greatest commandments, He first commands us to love God with our entire being and then to love our neighbor as ourselves.

Love for God and love for others belong together.

We need love that abounds still more and more.

But Paul does not pray merely for more love.

He prays for a particular kind of love.

2. A Love Governed by Truth

Paul continues:

“…with knowledge and all discernment.”

The word translated knowledge is epignōsis (ἐπίγνωσις).

It carries the idea of genuine, deep, or full knowledge.

The Reformer John Calvin explained Paul’s meaning:

“Paul means that it is full and complete, not a knowledge of all things.”

Paul is not praying that the Philippians would simply accumulate more information or become intellectually impressive.

He desires a deepening knowledge that shapes how they live and love.

The word translated discernment is aisthēsis (αἴσθησις).

It refers to moral perception, insight, or the capacity to recognize what is appropriate in a particular situation.

Paul is praying for love with eyes.

Love that sees.

Love that understands.

Love that perceives.

Love that knows how to respond wisely to real people in real situations.

Biblical love is not blind sentimentality.

It is not merely being nice.

It is not avoiding difficult conversations, affirming every decision someone makes, or doing whatever makes us feel loving.

Paul is not praying that the Philippians would become smarter, but wiser in their care for one another.

Genuine love requires spiritual wisdom.

We need discernment to know when to speak and when to remain silent. When to confront and when to comfort. When to intervene and when to wait. When to give generously and when helping in the wrong way might enable destructive patterns.

Without knowledge and discernment, sincere attempts to love can become misguided.

We may offer tenderness without truth.

Or truth without tenderness.

We may give someone what they want when faithfulness requires giving them what they need.

We may avoid necessary conversations because we have confused kindness with silence.

Paul prays for something better.

Love governed by truth and guided by discernment.

Biblical love requires more than good intentions.

We need wisdom from God.

3. A Love That Chooses What Is Excellent

Paul explains the purpose of knowledge and discernment:

“…so that you may approve what is excellent…”

The word translated approve is dokimazō (δοκιμάζω).

It means to test, examine, scrutinize, and determine whether something meets the necessary standard.

Paul prays that the Philippians would develop the spiritual ability to examine the choices before them and recognize what is truly excellent.

Steven Lawson observes that some of the most difficult choices Christians face are not between what is obviously good and evil, but between what is good, better, and best.

That is where discernment becomes necessary.

We have limited time.

Limited energy.

Limited resources.

We cannot meet every need, accept every invitation, pursue every opportunity, intervene in every situation, or say yes to every good thing.

Mature Christian love asks:

What is most excellent here?

What will genuinely serve this person’s spiritual good?

What does faithfulness require in this particular situation?

What will matter most in light of eternity?

What must I say no to so that I can say yes to what God has actually entrusted to me?

Paul does not want the Philippians to stumble through relationships guided only by emotion, pressure, guilt, or the expectations of others.

He prays that their growing love, governed by knowledge and discernment, will enable them to recognize and pursue what is excellent.

We should pray the same for our churches, our spouses, our friends, those we disciple, and our children.

Lord, teach them to recognize what matters most.

4. A Love That Produces Integrity

Paul continues:

“…and so be pure and blameless for the day of Christ…”

The word translated pure or sincere is eilikrinēs (εἰλικρινής).

It communicates genuineness, sincerity, purity of motive, and integrity.

Paul is praying for believers whose lives can withstand examination.

Christians without divided loyalties.

Without religious performance.

Without carefully constructed appearances that conceal contradictory lives.

There must not be an inconsistency between what we confess to believe and how we live.

Our theology and conduct belong together.

Our public Christianity and private character belong together.

Our doctrine and love belong together.

Every area of life should increasingly become part of one integrated whole under the lordship of Jesus Christ.

That is integrity.

Paul also prays that the Philippians would be blameless.

The Greek word is aproskopos (ἀπρόσκοπος).

It carries the idea of being without offense or not causing stumbling.

Paul wants their lives to be marked by such integrity that their conduct does not become an unnecessary obstacle in the spiritual lives of others.

It matters to God how we live.

Forgiveness of sin does not give us freedom to continue carelessly in sin.

The grace that pardons us is the same grace that purifies us.

Our hypocrisy can wound.

Our careless words can discourage.

Our uncontrolled anger can harm.

Our dishonesty can destroy trust.

Our selfishness can place obstacles in the spiritual lives of those around us.

Christian love therefore requires personal holiness.

Paul prays that this integrity would characterize the Philippians:

“…for the day of Christ.”

His prayer stretches all the way to eternity.

There is always more patience to learn, more kindness to practice, more forgiveness to extend, more selfishness to put to death, more wisdom to gain, and more Christlikeness to pursue.

The whole Christian life is lived in preparation for that great day.

When Christ returns, may He find us loving one another.

5. A Love That Bears Fruit Through Christ

Paul continues:

“…filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ…”

The Christian life produces fruit.

But notice carefully where the fruit comes from.

Through Jesus Christ.

Paul is not praying for self-generated moral improvement.

He is not asking the Philippians to become better people through greater willpower.

The righteousness visible in their lives is produced through their relationship with Jesus Christ.

This connects beautifully with the opening words of Philippians and with the foundation we established in the first blog of this series.

Paul has already addressed these believers as:

“saints in Christ Jesus.”

They belong to Christ.

They are in Christ.

They receive grace and peace from Christ.

And now Paul prays that the life of Christ would increasingly bear visible fruit through them.

The spiritual fruit of righteousness begins to grow when God makes a sinner alive in Christ.

We do not love others in order to make ourselves Christians.

We love because God has made us alive in Christ.

We do not produce spiritual fruit in order to earn acceptance from God.

Spiritual fruit grows because we have been united to Jesus Christ.

The first fruit of the Spirit listed in Galatians 5:22 is love.

Rebirth is the root.

Love is the fruit.

The Christian life is not the decoration of a dead tree.

It is the fruitfulness of a living one.

And the source of that life is Jesus Christ.

This should deeply shape how we pray.

When we pray for spiritual growth in the people we love, we are not merely asking them to try harder.

We are asking God to produce through Christ what human effort cannot manufacture.

Lord, bear the fruit of Christ in them.

6. A Love That Ends in the Glory of God

Paul reaches the destination of his prayer:

“…to the glory and praise of God.”

Paul begins with love.

But he ends with glory.

The glory of God.

Choosing what is excellent.

Sincerity and blamelessness.

Perseverance until the day of Christ.

The fruit of righteousness through Jesus Christ.

And ultimately:

The glory and praise of God.

Christian love is not ultimately about making us appear compassionate.

Spiritual maturity is not about producing impressive Christians.

The fruit of righteousness is not intended to build our reputation.

Everything terminates in the glory of God.

Paul writes:

“So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.”

— 1 Corinthians 10:31

The Puritan Thomas Brooks wrote:

“The aim of the obedient soul, in prayer, and praises, and talking, and walking, in giving, and receiving, in living, and doing, is divine glory.”

God’s glory must become the master passion of the Christian life.

The way we pray.

The way we speak.

The way we love.

The way we forgive.

The way we serve.

The way we parent.

The way we suffer.

The way we work.

All of life should increasingly be directed toward one great end:

the glory and praise of God.

What Do Your Prayers Reveal About What You Want Most?

Paul’s prayer forces us to examine our own.

What do we most deeply desire for the people we love?

Do I merely want my children to be safe, successful, healthy, well-behaved, and happy?

Do I want my husband to change primarily because his change would make my life easier?

Do I pray more frequently for the physical health of the people I love than for their holiness?

Do I pray for my church to grow numerically without praying with equal intensity that we would grow in love, discernment, integrity, and righteousness?

If someone listened to our prayers, would they know that our greatest desire for the people we love is that Christ would be formed in them?

Paul teaches us to pray beyond circumstances.

That does not mean we stop praying for healing, safety, provision, protection, reconciliation, or relief from suffering.

Our Father invites us to bring every burden to Him.

But our prayers should reach further.

Lord, whatever You do with their circumstances, make them more like Christ.

Increase their love.

Deepen their knowledge.

Sharpen their discernment.

Teach them to recognize what is excellent.

Make their lives sincere and blameless.

Fill them with the fruit of righteousness through Jesus Christ.

Keep them faithful until the day of Christ.

And through their lives, receive glory and praise.

Perhaps one of the greatest ways we can love another person is to pray for what God desires to produce in them.

Behold Christ

Paul’s prayer does not leave us staring at ourselves.

It leads us to Jesus Christ.

The love Paul desires is formed in those who know Christ.

The discernment Paul requests is wisdom God must give.

The righteousness Paul desires comes through Jesus Christ.

The perseverance Paul anticipates continues until the day of Christ.

And the glory produced through transformed lives ultimately belongs to God.

Christ is not standing at the edge of this prayer waiting for us to become better people.

He is at the center of it.

He is the source of the righteousness Paul desires.

He is the One whose life increasingly becomes visible in His people.

He is the One toward whose return the Christian life is moving.

We cannot manufacture this kind of love.

We must receive from Christ what we need in order to give ourselves faithfully to others.

So when we pray for the people we love, we are asking God for something only He can do:

Make them like Jesus.

And through their lives, glorify Your name.

Examine Your Heart

What do my prayers reveal that I most deeply desire for the people I love?

Do I pray more frequently for changed circumstances than for transformed character?

Is my love governed by biblical truth and spiritual discernment, or primarily by emotion, fear, guilt, pressure, or the desire for approval?

Is there consistency between what I confess to believe and how I live?

Am I trying to produce spiritual fruit through human effort rather than depending upon Jesus Christ?

Is the glory of God truly the highest aim of my prayers and my life?

Respond

Choose one person God has placed upon your heart.

Your spouse.

Your child.

A friend.

A church member.

Someone you disciple.

Someone who is suffering.

Someone with whom your relationship is difficult.

For the next week, pray Philippians 1:9–11 specifically for that person.

Ask God to increase their love, deepen their knowledge, sharpen their discernment, teach them to recognize what is excellent,

Pray

Father, teach me to pray for the people I love according to Your priorities and not merely my preferences.

Let our love abound more and more with knowledge and all discernment. Give us wisdom to recognize the real needs of the people You have placed in our lives and teach us to love them faithfully.

Help us recognize what is excellent and give us courage to choose what is best rather than simply what is easiest, most comfortable, or most approved by others.

Make our lives sincere and blameless. Bring every hidden inconsistency under the lordship of Jesus Christ, and keep our lives from becoming stumbling blocks to others.

Fill us with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ. Produce in us what we cannot manufacture ourselves. Keep us faithful until the day of Christ.

And above every other desire, teach us to live for Your glory.

Make us more like Jesus.

And through our lives, glorify Your name.

Amen.

August 8, 2026 0

Sea Creatures, Small Victories & the Kindness of God

Finding joy in the creatures God made, celebrating progress that doesn’t always look big, and learning to recognize His kindness in the middle of ordinary family life.

There are some family trips where you come home rested.

This was not one of those trips. 😂

This past weekend, our family headed down to Newport for two full days at the Oregon Coast Aquarium. By the time we came home, our feet hurt, our bodies were tired, and according to how my legs felt, we had walked approximately 100,000 steps.

Okay, maybe that number is slightly dramatic.

But my feet would like it entered into the official record anyway.

And if you know Jackson, you already know exactly why we went:

Sea creatures. Allllll the sea creatures.

Sharks. Rays. Fish. Tide pools. Anything swimming, crawling, floating, or lurking beneath the surface—Jackson wants to see it, learn about it, and probably tell you something about it that you didn’t know.

Seeing It Through His Eyes

One of my favorite things about being Jackson’s mom is getting to experience the world through the lens of whatever has captured his attention.

And sea creatures have certainly captured his… for the last 7 years.

There is something special about watching your child stand completely captivated by an animal God created—studying how it moves, noticing tiny details the rest of us might walk right past, and wanting to soak in every bit of it.

As we walked through the aquarium, I found myself thinking about just how wildly creative our God is.

The strange ones.

The beautiful ones.

The tiny ones we almost miss.

And the ones with enough teeth that we are perfectly content admiring them through very thick glass. 😂

Every single one displays something of the creativity, wisdom, and imagination of its Creator.

“O LORD, how manifold are your works! In wisdom have you made them all; the earth is full of your creatures.” — Psalm 104:24

What a gift that God did not simply create a functional world.

He created one overflowing with wonder.

And what a gift to experience some of that wonder through the eyes of our son.

But This Trip, We Noticed Something Else: Growth

We visited the aquarium last fall, so Zac and I had a pretty recent trip to compare this one to.

And this time, we could see it.

Jackson has grown.

Not just physically—although somehow these children insist on doing that no matter how many times we tell them to stop.

We saw growth in things that might seem incredibly ordinary to another family but felt huge to ours.

Jackson ate really well throughout the entire trip.

He was able to sit down and take breaks.

He handled two very full days of walking, stimulation, excitement, transitions, and activity in ways he simply could not have before.

Were there still meltdowns?

Yep.

Were there still struggles?

Absolutely.

Did all three of us have moments when we were tired, overstimulated, frustrated, or just plain done?

Oh yes.

This wasn’t one of those magical family vacations where everyone smiled peacefully at one another for 48 consecutive hours while inspirational music played softly in the background.

We are still us. 😂

There were hard moments tucked between the smiles in these pictures.

But this weekend reminded me of something I don’t want to forget:

The presence of struggle does not mean there hasn’t been progress.

Sometimes growth doesn’t mean the hard things disappear.

Sometimes growth means something that was impossible six months ago is now possible for ten minutes.

Then twenty.

Sometimes it looks like sitting down long enough to eat a good meal.

Sometimes it’s being able to take a break in the middle of an exciting day.

Sometimes it’s recovering from a hard moment just a little faster.

Sometimes it’s tolerating one more transition.

And sometimes, it’s watching your child’s world get a little bigger.

A Little Detour That Was Actually a Really Big Deal

One of my favorite examples of that happened when we decided to fit in an extra stop at Ripley’s Believe It or Not.

On paper, it wasn’t anything extraordinary.

It was just a little one-hour excursion squeezed into an already very full weekend before heading back to the aquarium.

But for our family?

It was a really big deal.

Jackson was nervous and hesitant at first.

He wasn’t particularly excited about going in. This wasn’t what he had come to Newport for. The aquarium and his beloved sea creatures were familiar territory; this was something different, unexpected, and full of unknowns.

There was a time when that alone would have made an extra stop like this impossible.

But he went in.

And little by little, we watched something change.

There were so many hands-on and sensory experiences inside that his hesitation began to give way to curiosity.

He started exploring.

He engaged.

He let go.

He had fun.

He was nervous—and he was brave enough to push through that nervousness and discover something new on the other side of it.

And then came something equally significant:

When our little adventure was finished, we transitioned back to the aquarium and continued our day.

An unfamiliar place.

An unexpected addition to the plan.

A completely different sensory environment.

Walking into it despite being unsure.

Enjoying it.

Leaving it.

And then transitioning back to the original plan.

To someone looking from the outside, it might simply look like:

We went somewhere for an hour.

But we knew.

This little one-hour excursion would have been impossible before.

Not difficult.

Not inconvenient.

Impossible.

And this weekend, it was possible.

Not necessarily easy.

But possible.

And there is something incredibly beautiful about realizing that something that once felt impossible has quietly become possible.

When His World Gets a Little Bigger

I think this may be one of the ways I want to remember Jackson’s growth:

His world is getting a little bigger.

We aren’t measuring progress by whether everything suddenly becomes easy.

We aren’t measuring it by whether meltdowns disappear.

They haven’t.

We aren’t pretending that autism somehow becomes less real simply because we had a wonderful weekend.

There are still hard moments.

There are still accommodations.

There are still things we navigate differently than other families might.

But those realities do not cancel out progress.

Instead, we are learning to notice when Jackson’s capacity to experience the world expands just a little more.

When something that once felt impossible becomes possible.

When uncertainty doesn’t completely prevent curiosity.

When he can experience nervousness and still be brave.

When he can try something unfamiliar and discover that he actually enjoys it.

When we can add one more experience to the day.

When we can transition away—and then transition back.

These things may look small from the outside.

But when you remember when they weren’t possible?

They don’t feel small at all.

Sometimes you don’t realize just how far your child has come until you suddenly find yourself standing in the middle of something you once couldn’t do.

And you think:

Wait.

We’re doing it.

Don’t Let Today’s Hard Moment Make You Forget How Far You’ve Come

There were still difficult moments this weekend.

And when you are in one of those moments, it can be easy to feel as though nothing has changed.

A meltdown can feel very big while you’re standing in the middle of it.

A difficult transition can temporarily overshadow everything that went beautifully before it.

But then I remembered last fall.

And suddenly, I could see it.

Progress.

Growth.

Maturity.

Capacity.

Grace.

Not perfection.

Growth.

And isn’t that so often how God works in all of us?

We tend to want transformation to happen in giant, unmistakable leaps.

We want to wake up one morning and discover that the difficult things are no longer difficult.

But so often, the Lord faithfully works through thousands of tiny moments that don’t seem remarkable while we’re living them.

A little more endurance.

A little more courage.

A little more patience.

One more thing that becomes possible.

And then one day, we look backward and realize:

We aren’t where we used to be.

Sometimes we have to look back to see just how faithfully God has carried us forward.

Sea Creatures, Small Victories & a Very Full Two Days

So we explored.

We walked.

And walked.

And walked some more.

We watched sharks glide through the water.

We admired creatures from the deep.

We learned.

We laughed.

We ate.

We rested when we needed to.

We tried something new.

We navigated meltdowns.

We regrouped.

And then we kept going.

By the end of our two days, our feet hurt, our bodies were tired, and I think we had collectively seen enough fish to qualify for honorary marine biology degrees.

But our hearts were full.

Because tucked inside an ordinary family weekend at the aquarium were a hundred little reminders of God’s kindness.

The kindness of watching our son experience something he genuinely loves.

The kindness of seeing his face light up over creatures God made.

The kindness of noticing growth that can be difficult to recognize when you are living life one day at a time.

The kindness of realizing his world is getting a little bigger.

The kindness of getting another adventure together—even when adventures with our family don’t always look effortless.

And the kindness of a Creator who filled His world with creatures so strange, beautiful, intricate, and fascinating that we could spend a lifetime discovering them and still have more to see.

Praise the Lord for Progress—and for Really Cool Sharks

I’m learning not to wait until everything is easy before calling something good.

This weekend was good.

It was also tiring.

There were meltdowns.

There were struggles.

There were probably moments when all three of us needed a timeout.

And there was so much joy.

Those things can exist together.

The hard does not erase the good.

And the presence of struggle does not mean there hasn’t been progress.

So today, I’m thanking God for two days in Newport.

For a little boy who loves all things sea creatures.

For a daddy who explores alongside him.

For sharks swimming overhead.

For meals eaten well and breaks successfully taken.

For an unexpected one-hour adventure.

For the courage to walk into something unfamiliar.

For transitions that once would have been impossible.

For tired feet.

For small victories that really aren’t so small.

And for growth that sometimes can only be seen when we turn around and look at how far we’ve come.

Most of all, I’m thankful for the beautiful, bizarre, magnificent creatures our God dreamed up and spoke into existence for His glory—and that He graciously allows us to enjoy.

Praise the Lord for making such a wonderfully wild world.

And praise Him that, little by little, Jackson’s world is getting bigger—and we get the privilege of watching him discover it.

July 24, 2026 0

Behold Him, Not Me: Part Six

You Took My Gods

Judges 18:21–31

One of the most revealing moments in the entire book of Judges comes from the mouth of a man who had spent chapters building a religion of his own making.

As the tribe of Dan carries away Micah’s idols, shrine, household gods, and priest, Micah chases after them in desperation.

When he finally catches up, he cries out:

“You take my gods that I made, and the priest, and go away, and what have I left?” (Judges 18:24)

At first, the statement almost sounds absurd.

Micah’s gods have been stolen.

His religion has been carried away.

His source of blessing has disappeared.

Yet beneath the irony lies one of the most penetrating questions in Scripture:

What would happen if the thing you trust most was taken away?

Because that is exactly what happens to Micah.

And in many ways, it is exactly what happens to every idol.

The God Who Could Be Stolen

There is something almost tragic about Micah’s complaint.

He had spent years constructing a system of worship.

A shrine.

An ephod.

Household gods.

A Levite priest.

He believed these things would bring blessing.

He believed these things would secure God’s favor.

He believed these things would protect him.

And now they are gone.

The Danites simply take them.

And Micah is powerless to stop them.

That is the nature of every false god.

Every idol can be taken.

Money can disappear.

Health can fail.

Relationships can end.

Careers can collapse.

Beauty fades.

Influence diminishes.

Success evaporates.

Even the things we love most can be removed in a moment.

That is why idols always disappoint.

They ask us to build our lives upon things that cannot ultimately sustain us.

Micah’s tragedy is not merely that his gods were stolen.

His tragedy is that he had trusted them in the first place.

What Else Do I Have?

Micah’s cry exposes the true object of his worship:

“What have I left?”

Notice what he does not say.

He does not say:

“I still have the Lord.”

He does not say:

“I still have God’s promises.”

He does not say:

“I still have faith.”

Instead he says:

“What have I left?”

His entire spiritual life had become attached to things he could see, touch, and control.

The idols had become his security.

The priest had become his confidence.

The shrine had become his hope.

And when those things disappeared, he believed he had nothing.

That is one of the clearest indicators of an idol in our own lives.

An idol is not merely something we enjoy.

It is something we cannot imagine living without.

Tim Keller often described an idol as anything that makes us say:

“If I have that, then my life has meaning.”

“If I lose that, life is hardly worth living.”

Micah’s response reveals that his religion was never truly about God.

It was about what God could supposedly give him.

And when the system collapsed, so did his sense of security.

Everyone Is a Worshiper

Judges 18 reminds us that every human being is a worshiper.

The question is never whether we worship.

The question is what we worship.

What do we look to for ultimate meaning?

What gives us identity?

What provides security?

What convinces us that life is worthwhile?

What would devastate us if it were taken away?

For some people it is money.

For others it is family.

For others it is reputation.

For others it is comfort.

For others it is ministry.

Even good things can become idols when they occupy the place that belongs to God alone.

Micah’s gods happened to be carved images.

Ours are often far more sophisticated.

But the human heart has not changed.

We still look to created things to provide what only the Creator can give.

The Levite Who Followed Opportunity

As Micah stands devastated, the Levite continues his journey with the Danites.

His decision reveals just how hollow his faith has become.

When offered a larger platform, a larger ministry, and greater influence, he gladly abandons Micah.

His loyalty follows opportunity.

His worship follows advancement.

His decisions are governed by self-interest.

The tragedy becomes even greater when we learn his identity.

For the first time, the Levite is named.

His name is Jonathan.

And he is a descendant of Moses.

That revelation should stop us in our tracks.

The man leading idol worship in Dan comes from the family of Israel’s greatest prophet and lawgiver.

If anyone should have known God’s Word, it was Jonathan.

If anyone should have understood covenant faithfulness, it was Jonathan.

Yet he becomes a priest of compromise.

The lesson is sobering.

God has no grandchildren.

No one inherits genuine faith through family connections.

No one belongs to God because of their ancestry.

Every generation must personally know, trust, and follow the Lord.

As Don Carson famously observed:

One generation believes the gospel.

The next assumes the gospel.

The third loses the gospel.

Nowhere is that pattern more visible than in Jonathan’s story.

The Legacy of Dan

The Danites continue to Laish, destroy the city, and rename it Dan.

At first glance, it appears they have finally found what they were looking for.

They have land.

They have security.

They have prosperity.

They have their own priest.

They have their own religious system.

Everything seems successful.

Yet beneath the surface lies a devastating reality.

Dan has become a center of idolatry.

The tribe that refused to trust God’s provision now leads God’s people further away from Him.

The consequences will last for generations.

What appears successful in the short term proves spiritually disastrous in the long term.

That is often the way of idolatry.

It promises blessing.

It delivers bondage.

It promises freedom.

It produces slavery.

It promises life.

It ends in death.

The Tabernacle They Ignored

Perhaps the saddest verse in the chapter comes at the very end:

“So they set up Micah’s carved image that he made, as long as the house of God was at Shiloh.” (Judges 18:31)

Think about that.

All this time, the true place of worship still existed.

The tabernacle was still standing.

The sacrifices were still being offered.

God had not hidden Himself.

God had not abandoned His people.

God had already provided a way to approach Him.

Yet Dan and Micah chose a substitute.

That is the tragedy of every idol.

It offers a counterfeit while the real thing stands nearby.

The problem was never that God was inaccessible.

The problem was that they preferred something else.

The Better Sanctuary

The tabernacle in Shiloh pointed forward to something greater.

John tells us:

“The Word became flesh and dwelt among us.” (John 1:14)

The word “dwelt” literally means “tabernacled.”

Jesus is the true meeting place between God and humanity.

Micah built a shrine.

God gave us Christ.

Dan established a false sanctuary.

God gave us Christ.

Jonathan led people into counterfeit worship.

God gave us Christ.

Everything these chapters long for is ultimately found in Him.

He is the true Priest.

The true Temple.

The true Sacrifice.

The true Presence of God among His people.

To Whom Shall We Go?

Micah’s question hangs over the entire chapter:

“What have I left?”

Centuries later, another group of people faced a similar crisis.

Many disciples were leaving Jesus because His teaching had become difficult.

Jesus turned to the twelve and asked:

“Do you want to go away as well?”

Peter responded:

“Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” (John 6:68)

That is the answer Micah never discovered.

When idols are stripped away.

When false hopes collapse.

When counterfeit gods fail.

There is still Christ.

There is nowhere else to go because there is no one else like Him.

If Jesus is all we have, we discover that Jesus is all we need.

Behold Him, Not Me

The story of Micah and Dan is ultimately a story about misplaced worship.

Micah trusted gods that could be stolen.

Jonathan trusted opportunities that could be lost.

Dan trusted victories that could not save.

All of them built their lives upon things that could not last.

Only one foundation remains.

Only one kingdom cannot be shaken.

Only one God cannot be taken away.

The invitation of Judges 18 is not merely to abandon idols.

It is to turn toward Christ.

The One who cannot be stolen.

The One who cannot be replaced.

The One who cannot fail.

The One who has the words of eternal life.

May we learn to hold loosely the things of this world and cling tightly to Him.

Behold Him, not me.

Heart Check

• What would devastate me if it were taken away?

• Have I attached my security to something other than Christ?

• Am I seeking God’s gifts more than God Himself?

• What false sources of blessing am I tempted to trust?

• Can I honestly say with Peter, “Lord, to whom shall we go?”

Prayer

Father,

Forgive me for the ways I place my hope in things that cannot last. Forgive me for trusting gifts more than the Giver and blessings more than the One who blesses.

Thank You for giving me something far greater than idols, success, comfort, or security. Thank You for giving me Christ.

When the things of this world disappoint me, remind me that You never will.

Teach me to build my life upon what cannot be taken away.

Help me to say with confidence that Jesus is enough.

May my hope, security, identity, and joy be found in Him alone.

In Jesus’ name,

Amen.

July 18, 2026 0

He Makes Everything Beautiful in Its Time

Finding Hope in Ecclesiastes 3

If you’ve ever read Ecclesiastes, you know it can feel surprisingly heavy.

Traditionally attributed to Solomon—the son of David and king of Israel—Ecclesiastes is part of Scripture’s Wisdom Literature. It isn’t a book of commands telling us to despair or to chase pleasure while we can. Rather, it is a Spirit-inspired record of one man’s honest observations about life in a fallen world. Through poetic language, paradox, and reflection, Solomon invites us into holy wrestling with life’s hardest questions.

He exposes the emptiness of pursuing wisdom, wealth, pleasure, or achievement apart from God while calling us to something far better: to fear the Lord and trust Him, even when we cannot understand all that He is doing (Ecclesiastes 12:9–14).

This morning, I found myself lingering over Ecclesiastes 3.

“He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also, he has put eternity into man’s heart, yet so that he cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.”
— Ecclesiastes 3:11 (ESV)

The Hebrew word translated “beautiful” is yāpeh, which carries the idea of something that is fitting, appropriate, or timely—not merely attractive.

That changes how I read this verse.

God isn’t promising that every season will feel beautiful.

He is promising that every season has a fitting place within His perfect plan.

There is a time to plant and a time to harvest.

A time to weep and a time to laugh.

A time to mourn and a time to dance.

While our lives often feel uncertain, fragmented, and fleeting, every season is held securely in the hands of a sovereign God.

Ecclesiastes also tells us that God has “put eternity into man’s heart.” We were created to long for something this world can never fully satisfy. That longing isn’t a flaw—it’s evidence that we were made for more. We were created for God Himself.

This is why so much of life can feel like chasing the wind. No amount of success, comfort, possessions, or earthly wisdom can quiet the longing for eternity that God has placed within us.

Yet Solomon doesn’t leave us in despair.

Just a few verses later he writes:

“I perceived that whatever God does endures forever; nothing can be added to it, nor anything taken from it. God has done it, so that people fear before him.”
— Ecclesiastes 3:14

Our work is temporary.

God’s work is eternal.

Our plans change.

His purposes never fail.

Our understanding is limited.

His wisdom is perfect.

What feels like chaos to us is never outside His sovereign care.

The Apostle Paul echoes this same hope when he reminds us that creation itself has been subjected to futility because of the Fall, yet it eagerly awaits the day of redemption (Romans 8:20–23). One day, every longing will find its fulfillment in Christ, and what is now broken will be made whole.

Until then, faith does not require us to understand everything.

It calls us to trust the One who does.

Today’s Takeaway

Every season—from planting to harvesting, from mourning to dancing—is held in God’s hands. What feels fleeting is part of His eternal plan, and in His perfect wisdom, He makes everything fitting in its time.

Sometimes the most faithful thing we can do is stop demanding to know the whole story and instead rest in the Author who is writing it.

July 6, 2026 0

Behold Him, Not Me: Part Three

When We Remake God

Judges 17:1–6

“The most dangerous idols are often the ones we create in God’s name.”

A Note to Readers

As we continue our journey through Judges, some readers may be wondering why there are still five chapters left in the book. After all, Samson was the last of Israel’s twelve judges.

The answer is that the final chapters of Judges are not a continuation of the judges’ cycle. Instead, they serve as a double conclusion to the entire book.

Earlier chapters gave us a bird’s-eye view of Israel’s history. We watched cycles of sin, oppression, repentance, and rescue unfold across generations. We saw judges rise and fall. We witnessed God’s mercy displayed again and again toward a people who continually wandered from Him.

Now the author zooms in.

The final chapters provide a ground-level view of what life actually looked like during those dark days.

These stories are not primarily about foreign enemies.

They are about the spiritual condition of God’s people themselves.

The middle of Judges showed us how God repeatedly rescued Israel.

The final chapters show us what He was rescuing them from.

And what we find is sobering.

Again and again we will hear the refrain:

“In those days there was no king in Israel. Everyone did what was right in his own eyes.” (Judges 17:6)

That verse is not merely describing Israel.

It is describing the human heart apart from God’s rule.

Judges 17 is our first case study.

And what makes this story so unsettling is that it is not a story about atheism.

It is a story about religion.

Lots of religion.

The problem is that it is religion shaped by human preference rather than God’s revelation.

It is worship that looks right but isn’t.

It is devotion that sounds sincere but is fundamentally distorted.

And if we are honest, it is a temptation that remains just as dangerous today.

A Hollow Man

The story begins with a man named Micah from the hill country of Ephraim.

Micah had stolen eleven hundred shekels of silver from his mother. Later, after hearing her pronounce a curse upon the thief, he confesses and returns the money.

At first glance, Micah is difficult to categorize.

He does not appear thoroughly wicked.

After all, he returns the money.

Yet neither does he appear righteous.

A righteous man would never have stolen it in the first place.

The text gives us the impression of a weak man with weak convictions—a man moved more by fear than by conscience.

A man without much moral substance.

Perhaps that is what makes him so relatable.

Most people do not see themselves in Pharaoh.

Or Jezebel.

Or Judas.

But many of us can recognize compromise.

We recognize drift.

We recognize moments when fear of consequences moved us more than love for righteousness.

Micah is not a monster.

He is simply a man doing what seems right in his own eyes.

And that is exactly the problem.

Grace Without Repentance

Micah’s mother responds by reversing her curse and pronouncing a blessing over him.

There is something admirable in her willingness to forgive.

Yet there is also something deeply concerning.

She quickly restores the relationship without ever addressing the deeper issue.

There is blessing.

But no repentance.

Restoration.

But no transformation.

No examination of Micah’s heart.

No discussion of why he stole the money.

No acknowledgment of his need for grace.

No call to humility.

As parents, this is an important warning.

A condemning parent can wound a child.

But an excusing parent can wound a child as well.

True love does not merely remove consequences.

It seeks the transformation of the heart.

Micah’s mother appears eager to move past the offense, but in doing so she misses the opportunity to shepherd her son toward genuine repentance.

And as the story unfolds, we will see that Micah remains exactly the same man he was before.

Forgiveness is beautiful.

But biblical restoration always aims at something deeper than simply making conflict disappear.

It aims at reconciliation with God.

The God We Want vs. The God Who Is

The story takes an unexpected turn when Micah’s mother declares:

“I dedicate this silver to the Lord from my hand for my son, to make a carved image and a metal image.” (Judges 17:3)

If that sounds contradictory, it should.

She claims to dedicate the silver to the Lord.

Then she uses it to violate one of His clearest commands.

God had explicitly forbidden the making of images for worship:

“You shall not make for yourself a carved image…” (Exodus 20:4)

This was not a minor detail in Israel’s faith.

It was the Second Commandment.

So why was God so concerned about images?

The issue was never artistic ability.

The issue was theological accuracy.

Any image of God automatically reveals one aspect of His character while concealing others.

Consider Aaron’s golden calf in the wilderness.

The calf may have symbolized strength and power.

But it could not communicate God’s holiness.

His justice.

His mercy.

His wisdom.

His love.

Every image inevitably distorts what it attempts to represent.

God refuses to be reduced to something fashioned by human hands because He cannot be contained by human imagination.

Yet the deeper problem is not the image itself.

The deeper problem is the heart behind the image.

Worshiping God through images reveals a desire to reshape Him into someone we find more comfortable.

It is an attempt to edit God.

To soften the attributes we dislike.

To emphasize the attributes we prefer.

To create a version of God that fits our expectations.

Tim Keller observed that the fundamental problem behind idolatry is a refusal to let God be Himself.

In modern terms, it is a refusal to submit to God as He has revealed Himself.

And if we’re honest, we do this all the time.

Most of us do not carve idols out of silver.

But we often create versions of God in our minds.

How often have we heard someone say:

“I don’t believe in a God who would do that.”

Or:

“I like to think of God as…”

At first those statements sound thoughtful.

But they reveal something dangerous.

They place us in the position of deciding who God should be.

Instead of allowing Scripture to reveal God to us, we attempt to recreate Him according to our preferences.

Like Micah’s family, we begin shaping God instead of allowing God to shape us.

The Comfortable God

There are many ways we attempt to remake God.

Sometimes we do it intellectually.

We encounter something in Scripture that offends our modern sensibilities, so we quietly dismiss it.

We decide that God could not possibly mean what He says.

After all, our culture has progressed beyond such things.

Yet what we are really saying is that our culture has become the authority rather than God.

Other times we do it psychologically.

We simply avoid the parts of God’s character that make us uncomfortable.

Perhaps we love God’s grace but ignore His holiness.

Perhaps we celebrate His love but avoid His authority.

Perhaps we cling to His promises while neglecting His commands.

Still other times we do it practically.

We know what Scripture teaches.

Yet we follow our feelings instead.

We follow our desires instead.

We follow our culture instead.

And then we reassure ourselves by saying:

“I prayed about it.”

“I feel peace about it.”

But peace is not the measure of truth.

God’s Word is.

This is exactly what Micah’s family is doing.

They are not abandoning religion.

They are customizing it.

They follow the commands they like.

They ignore the commands they dislike.

They keep enough of God’s truth to feel spiritual while discarding enough of it to remain comfortable.

The most dangerous idols are often the ones we create in God’s name.

Why This Matters

A counterfeit god can never save us.

More than that, a counterfeit god can never truly know us.

Real relationships require wrestling.

A real person can disagree with you.

Correct you.

Challenge you.

Say no to you.

The same is true in our relationship with God.

When Scripture confronts us, we have an opportunity to wrestle honestly with Him.

To submit where we disagree.

To grow where we are resistant.

To deepen our understanding of His character.

But if we simply ignore every truth we dislike, we are not relating to God at all.

We are relating to a projection of ourselves.

We may have created a more comfortable god.

But we have also created a nonexistent one.

And that may be the most sobering lesson in Judges 17.

Micah’s greatest problem was not that he rejected God.

It was that he remade Him.

Jesus: The True Image

Micah’s mother believed she could fashion something with silver that would help her worship God.

Yet every image created by human hands inevitably distorts the One it seeks to represent.

But in Jesus Christ, God has given us the perfect image of Himself.

Paul writes:

“He is the image of the invisible God.” (Colossians 1:15)

Unlike Micah’s idol, Jesus does not distort God’s character.

He reveals it perfectly.

If we want to know what God is like, we do not look at statues.

We look at Christ.

In Jesus we see God’s holiness.

His mercy.

His justice.

His compassion.

His truth.

His love.

Micah attempted to create an image of God.

God gave us the real thing.

We never need to imagine what God is like.

God has shown us.

Behold Him, Not Me

Micah’s problem was not that he stopped worshiping.

His problem was that he wanted a version of God that fit comfortably inside his own preferences.

Every idol ultimately asks the same question:

Will I worship God as He is?

Or will I create a god I prefer?

The answer is not better religion.

The answer is Christ.

The true image of God.

As we continue through the closing chapters of Judges, may we learn to lay aside our preferences, our assumptions, and our attempts to remake God according to our own image.

May we instead allow God to reveal Himself through His Word and through His Son.

And may we learn, once again, to behold Him—not ourselves.

Heart Check Questions

• What parts of God’s Word do I most wish were different?

• Have I been wrestling honestly with those truths or avoiding them?

• Are there attributes of God I emphasize while ignoring others?

• Where am I tempted to shape God according to culture rather than Scripture?

• Am I worshiping God as He is—or as I would prefer Him to be?

Prayer

Father,

Forgive me for the ways I try to reshape You according to my preferences. Forgive me for the times I have emphasized the parts of Your character that comfort me while ignoring the parts that challenge me.

Thank You for revealing Yourself through Your Word and through Your Son. Thank You that I do not have to imagine what You are like because You have shown me in Jesus Christ.

Help me to worship You as You are, not as I wish You to be.

Give me humility where I resist Your truth.

Give me faith where I struggle to understand.

Give me courage to submit even when Your Word confronts my desires.

Teach me to behold Christ more clearly, trust Him more deeply, and follow Him more faithfully.

May I stop creating gods in my own image and instead be transformed into Yours.

In Jesus’ name,

Amen.

The most dangerous idols are often the ones we create in God’s name.

Behold Him, not me.

June 27, 2026 0

Knowing God Is Better Than Having All the Answers

Before We Dive In

You may notice some overlap between this study and the previous two Judges posts I’ve shared. That’s intentional. In those studies, we looked at the broader movement of Judges 12–13 and how the story points us forward to Christ. This time, I found myself lingering over a much smaller section of the text—Judges 13:8–25—and discovering a lesson I wasn’t ready to move past.

Sometimes Scripture is like that. We read a passage once and see the big picture. Then we come back and find the Lord gently pressing a particular truth deeper into our hearts. For me, that truth was this: knowing God is better than having all the answers.

So if some of these verses feel familiar, I hope you’ll slow down with me and look again. God’s Word always has more to show us.

And perhaps that’s one of the greatest gifts of studying Scripture slowly. We don’t simply gather more information—we come to know the Author more deeply. As always, my prayer is that through this study we would learn to behold Him, not ourselves, trusting that His character is enough even when we don’t have all the answers.

Judges 13:8–25

As I studied Judges 13 this week, I found myself identifying with Samson’s father, Manoah.

After hearing that his barren wife would bear a son, Manoah prayed:

“Please, Lord, let the man of God you sent to us come again to teach us how to bring up the boy who is to be born.” (Judges 13:8)

His request is deeply relatable. He wants clarity, direction, and a plan for the future God has placed in his hands.

I’ve prayed the same way countless times.

As the mother of a son with autism, I have often asked God for guidance. Should I pursue this therapy or that one? Should I homeschool or choose public school? What does faithfulness look like in this situation?

If God would simply make the path clear, I would gladly follow it.

But Judges 13 reveals a better gift. The central lesson of Manoah’s story is this:

Knowing God is better than having all the answers.

Manoah asks for guidance, yet God gives him something deeper—a greater revelation of Himself. And that is often how God works in our lives as well.

Faith That Believes the Impossible

Before we look at Manoah, we must first notice the remarkable faith of Samson’s mother.

When the angel of the Lord appeared and announced that she would conceive and bear a son, she simply believed.

There is no recorded laughter as there was with Sarah when she heard she would bear Isaac in her old age (Genesis 18:9–15).

There is no disbelief like Zechariah displayed when he learned John the Baptist would be born (Luke 1:13–20).

Instead, Samson’s mother receives God’s word with faith:

“A man of God came to me. He looked like an angel of God, very awesome.” (Judges 13:6)

She believed the promise before she saw the fulfillment.

In this way, she reminds us of another woman who would receive impossible news more than a thousand years later.

When Gabriel announced the coming birth of Jesus, Mary responded:

“May it be to me as you have said.” (Luke 1:38)

Both women trusted God’s promises.

Both women submitted themselves to God’s purposes.

Both women accepted personal cost in order to participate in God’s plan.

Samson’s mother embraced the Nazarite restrictions required during her pregnancy. Mary embraced the shame and misunderstanding that would accompany an unwed pregnancy.

Both women demonstrate that faith is not merely believing God can do the impossible—it is willingly placing ourselves at His disposal.

Manoah’s Request

Unlike his wife, Manoah has questions.

And honestly, I appreciate that.

His response feels very human.

Notice that he doesn’t ask whether God’s promise is true.

He assumes the child will come.

His request is not for proof but for guidance.

He wants to know:

“What is to be the rule for the boy’s life and work?” (Judges 13:12)

How do we raise him?

What should we do?

What rules should we follow?

Again, I find myself nodding along.

As parents, we want certainty.

We want formulas.

We want detailed instructions.

We want guarantees.

Yet when the angel returns, something surprising happens.

He doesn’t provide much new information at all.

The child will be a Nazarite.

Manoah’s wife must continue obeying what she has already been told.

That’s essentially it.

No parenting manual.

No detailed roadmap.

No step-by-step guide.

Why?

The Help Manoah Wanted Versus the Help He Needed

At first it seems like God ignored Manoah’s request.

But He didn’t.

God answered the prayer.

Just not in the way Manoah expected.

Manoah wanted information.

God gave revelation.

Manoah wanted rules.

God revealed His character.

Manoah wanted to know what to do.

God showed him who He was.

When Manoah asks the angel’s name, the angel responds:

“Why do you ask my name? It is beyond understanding.” (Judges 13:18)

Then the angel ascends into heaven in the flame of the sacrifice.

Suddenly Manoah realizes this was no ordinary visitor.

This was a divine encounter.

The angel of the Lord had come not merely to deliver information but to reveal God’s greatness.

That was the help Manoah truly needed.

And perhaps it is the help we need as well.

The Lesson I Keep Learning

This part of the story stopped me in my tracks.

Because I often approach God exactly the way Manoah did.

I want clarity.

I want confidence for the next step.

I want God to show me how to move forward.

As the mother of a child with autism, I have cried out to God with questions similar to Manoah’s.

But God’s silence has not really been silence.

Like Manoah, I often discover that God is answering a deeper question than the one I am asking.

He is teaching me His character.

His goodness.

His faithfulness.

His wisdom.

His sovereignty.

Because the truth is this:

Knowing God is better than having all the answers.

No set of instructions can prepare us for every decision we will face.

Only a deep understanding of who God is can guide us through the countless twists and turns of life.

Faith Is Not the Absence of Thinking

After Manoah panics and assumes they are about to die because they have seen God, it is his wife who calmly reasons through the situation:

“If the Lord had meant to kill us, he would not have accepted a burnt offering and grain offering from our hands.” (Judges 13:23)

Her response beautifully illustrates what Tim Keller wrote:

“Faith is not the absence of thinking. It is thinking and acting on the basis of the Word and promises of God.”

She reflects on what God has already revealed.

She reasons from His character.

She trusts His promises.

That is biblical faith.

Not blind optimism.

Not wishful thinking.

But confidence rooted in who God is.

We Need God More Than More Rules

Tim Keller points out that mature relationships require fewer external rules and more internal wisdom.

Young children need constant instructions:

Don’t touch that.

Don’t go there.

Don’t do this.

But as children mature, parents desire them to internalize wisdom and values so they can make good decisions even when specific instructions are absent.

The same is true spiritually.

Many Christians imagine Old Testament believers had a better system because they received more regulations.

Yet under the New Covenant, we have something far greater.

We have the Holy Spirit.

Paul writes:

“Be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” (Romans 12:2)

And:

“We have the mind of Christ.” (1 Corinthians 2:16)

Rather than endless prescriptions, God gives us Himself.

Rather than merely telling us what to do, He transforms who we are.

What Manoah needed most was not more regulations.

It was a greater vision of God.

And the same is true for us.

Samson’s Birth and Our Need for a Greater Savior

Finally, just as God promised, Samson is born.

The promise was never in doubt because it rested on God’s word.

The child grows.

God blesses him.

The Spirit begins to stir within him.

Everything appears poised for success.

If anyone ever had spiritual advantages, it was Samson.

Miraculous birth.

Divine calling.

God’s blessing.

The Spirit’s power.

Yet as we continue through Judges, we will discover that Samson is not the Savior Israel needs.

He will disappoint us.

His flaws will become painfully evident.

And that disappointment is intentional.

Because Samson was never meant to be the final Deliverer.

He points beyond himself.

To David.

And beyond David.

To Jesus Christ.

The One who would perfectly obey.

The One who would perfectly trust.

The One who would perfectly save.

Heart Check

As I closed my Bible, one question lingered in my heart:

In what areas of my life would I rather have answers than God Himself?

Where am I asking for certainty instead of trust?

Where am I asking for a roadmap instead of a relationship?

Like Manoah, we often think we need more information.

But God knows what we truly need.

We need Him.

His character.

His wisdom.

His presence.

His promises.

Because in the end:

Knowing God is better than having all the answers.

Behold Him, not me.

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He Told Her All His Heart

“Then he told her all his heart…”
— Judges 16:17

I’ve read the story of Samson and Delilah many times.

Like many people, I often focused on the obvious lessons—the danger of temptation, Samson’s pride, Delilah’s betrayal, or the cutting of his hair. But this morning, one small phrase stopped me in my tracks:

“Then he told her all his heart.”

Suddenly, Samson felt less like a larger-than-life judge and more like a deeply lonely man.

Behind all the strength, bravado, and reckless choices was someone desperately craving intimacy.

Samson wanted to be known.

He wanted to be loved.

He wanted someone to hold his heart.

The tragedy is not that Samson desired intimacy. God created us for relationship. The tragedy is that Samson sought from Delilah what he could only receive from God.

Isn’t that often our story too?

How often do we go to people first for validation, security, comfort, approval, or identity? We carry empty places in our hearts and expect spouses, friends, children, ministry, success, or relationships to fill what only God was ever meant to satisfy.

Psalm 118:8 reminds us:

“It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man.”

The problem isn’t loving people.

The problem is asking people to be what only God can be.

When we come to others looking for them to fill our deepest needs, we eventually place a weight on them they were never designed to carry. But when we first come to the Lord, allowing Him to satisfy our hearts with His steadfast love, we are free to love others not out of need but out of service.

That is exactly what Samson never learned.

Many of us were taught that Samson’s strength was somehow hidden in his hair. Almost as if his hair possessed some magical power. But Scripture tells a different story.

After Delilah had his head shaved, Samson awoke expecting to defeat the Philistines once again.

“But he did not know that the Lord had left him.” (Judges 16:20)

The hair was never the source of his strength.

The Lord was.

Psalm 28:7 says:

“The Lord is my strength and my shield.”

Samson’s strength did not leave when his hair was cut.

His strength left when the presence of the Lord departed.

As I reflected on this passage, my mind kept returning to Psalm 118. Again and again the psalmist repeats truths we need to hear:

“The Lord is on my side.”

“The Lord is my helper.”

“The Lord is my strength.”

“His steadfast love endures forever.”

The Christian life is not about becoming stronger versions of ourselves.

It is about learning to depend on the One who is already strong.

Unlike Samson, we do not need to rip city gates from their hinges and carry them up a mountain. We do not need to prove ourselves through our own strength.

Instead, we are invited to enter the gates of the Lord with thanksgiving, humility, and trust.

The steadfast love of the Lord endures forever.

And because it does, we can bring Him our whole hearts.

As I closed my Bible this morning, I realized that Samson’s story isn’t only a warning for me—it’s a mirror.

Like Samson, I know what it is to crave being seen. I know what it is to long to be known, understood, chosen, and loved. There are days when I look to people for what I should first seek from God. Days when the approval of others feels more tangible than His presence. Days when I wish someone would notice the burdens I carry without me having to speak them aloud.

And if I’m being honest, sometimes the presence of the Lord doesn’t feel like enough.

Not because He isn’t enough, but because my heart is still learning to believe that He is.

That is part of living in a broken world. We were created for perfect fellowship with God, yet we live east of Eden, still feeling the ache of longing, loneliness, and unmet desires.

This morning I found myself praying:

“Lord, return to me the joy of my salvation. Remind me that You are my refuge and my strength. Teach me to wait patiently for You. When I am tempted to run to others for what can only be found in You, turn my heart back toward Your steadfast love. Hear my cry and turn to me. Let me find in You what I keep searching for everywhere else.”

The good news is that unlike Delilah, the Lord never betrays the heart that is entrusted to Him.

His steadfast love truly does endure forever.

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Behold God, Not Me

Judges 12-13, Infertility, Idolatry, and the Deception of Sin

One of the things I love most about studying God’s Word verse by verse is that it often confronts me in places I didn’t expect.

Recently, I found myself praying and talking with a friend about a struggle that has resurfaced many times throughout my life: infertility.

For twelve years, my husband and I prayed for a child. Then, in His kindness and perfect timing, God gave us Jackson. What a gift he has been. Yet as Jackson approaches eight years old, our family has not grown in the way I once assumed it would.

Like many women, I was told that once you have one child, having more often becomes easier. That has not been our story.

And if I’m honest, there are days when grief sneaks in.

I see beautiful growing families around me. I celebrate them sincerely because every child is a gift from God. Working in foster care has only deepened that conviction. There is not a single child I believe was born outside the knowledge and purpose of our good Father.

Yet sometimes I still find myself asking, “Lord, why?”

Why do some families grow effortlessly while others wait?

Why are some prayers answered quickly while others seem to linger unanswered?

As always, when I earnestly seek the Lord about the condition of my heart, He faithfully meets me in His Word.

Some Are Increased, Others Are Diminished

As I was studying the minor judges in Judges 12, I noticed an interesting contrast.

Ibzan had thirty sons and thirty daughters (Judges 12:9).

Earlier in Judges, Jair also had thirty sons.

Yet Jephthah had only one child—a daughter—and through his foolish vow and tragic actions, she never married and left no descendants.

Seventeenth-century commentator Matthew Henry observed:

“Some are increased, others are diminished; both are the Lord’s doing.”

Those words are not easy to accept.

Our hearts naturally want explanations.

We want formulas.

We want reasons.

We want to know why God gives one person abundance while another experiences loss.

Yet Scripture repeatedly reminds us that God’s wisdom exceeds our own.

Isaiah tells us:

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” (Isaiah 55:8-9)

That was exactly the reminder my heart needed.

God knows what He is doing.

God knows me.

God knows what will bring Him glory.

God knows what will make me more like Christ.

And that must be enough.

The Forgotten Judges and the God Who Is Remembered

As I continued reading, I noticed something else.

The Bible gives us only a few details about Ibzan, Elon and Abdon. We learn how long they judged Israel. We learn a few facts about their families. Then their stories end.

At first glance, it almost feels unsatisfying.

We want more details.

We want their stories fully told.

But perhaps that discomfort reveals something about us.

Isn’t that what we want for ourselves?

We want to leave a legacy.

We want to be remembered.

We want our stories to matter.

Yet Scripture consistently directs our attention elsewhere.

The Bible is not ultimately about human greatness.

It is about God’s greatness.

The focus of Scripture is not the lives of judges, kings, prophets, or even ordinary believers.

The focus is Christ.

Every page points to Him.

Even Abdon’s wealth and the mention of his sons riding on donkeys subtly remind us of a greater King who would one day ride into Jerusalem on a donkey, fulfilling prophecy and declaring His kingship.

The judges fade into the background.

Christ remains.

And that leads me to ask an uncomfortable question:

Does my life say, “Behold me,” or “Behold God”?

Character profiles of the 3 Minor Judges discussed

The Beginning of the Final Cycle

As we enter Judges 13, we begin the final cycle of the book.

The chapter opens with familiar words:

“And the people of Israel again did what was evil in the sight of the Lord.”

We have seen this refrain over and over throughout Judges.

The people sin.

God disciplines them.

They cry out.

God delivers them.

Then the cycle repeats.

Yet there is something particularly significant about this final occurrence.

The phrase “evil in the sight of the Lord” highlights a truth our culture desperately needs to hear.

Notice what the text does not say.

It does not say Israel did what was evil in their own eyes.

In fact, later in Judges we encounter another repeated phrase:

“Everyone did what was right in his own eyes.”

The two statements are connected.

The Israelites did not wake up every morning thinking, “Today I will rebel against God.”

They believed their choices were reasonable.

Understandable.

Justified.

Acceptable.

In their own eyes, much of their behavior probably seemed perfectly fine.

Yet God saw things differently.

And therein lies the danger.

What Is Sin?

This passage teaches us something foundational about sin.

Sin is not ultimately defined by my feelings.

Sin is not determined by cultural approval.

Sin is not established by majority opinion.

Sin is not measured by whether my conscience happens to bother me.

Sin is defined by God.

Something is sinful because it violates God’s will and God’s design.

This truth directly contradicts modern thinking.

Our culture continually tells us:

“Follow your heart.”

“Live your truth.”

“You define what is right for you.”

But Scripture says something very different.

If morality is determined only by personal perception, then no one can meaningfully condemn evil.

History itself demonstrates the flaw in that thinking.

People can sincerely believe terrible things.

Groups of people can collectively justify horrific actions.

Human perception is not a trustworthy standard.

Only God is.

The eyes that ultimately matter are not my eyes.

They are God’s.

The Deception of Sin

The second truth we learn is how deceptive sin really is.

The Israelites had convinced themselves they were fine.

They had explanations.

Rationalizations.

Justifications.

At the conscious level, everything seemed acceptable.

But beneath the surface, they had drifted far from God.

That should concern all of us because we are no different.

The most dangerous sins are often not the obvious ones.

The most dangerous sins are the ones we have learned to justify.

Pride.

Bitterness.

Materialism.

Worry.

Control.

Self-reliance.

These sins rarely look sinful in our own eyes.

And this is where the Lord began pressing on my own heart.

When Good Desires Become Ultimate Desires

As I thought about my longing for more children, I realized something uncomfortable.

The desire itself is not sinful.

Children are a blessing.

Family is a gift.

Wanting those things is good.

But good things become idols when they become ultimate things.

The line between loving something and worshiping something is often thinner than we realize.

And I began to wonder:

Had I crossed that line?

Had my desire for more children subtly become a demand?

Was I saying, “God, I know what would be best for my life”?

Was I acting as though God’s gifts were somehow insufficient?

Was I placing myself in the judge’s seat?

Because when I insist that God must give me what I want in order for His plan to be good, I am no longer trusting Him.

I am attempting to replace Him.

That is the essence of idolatry.

An idol is not always a bad thing.

More often, it is a good thing that has become an ultimate thing.

Tim Keller famously described idols as good things turned into god things.

Family can become an idol.

Ministry can become an idol.

Work can become an idol.

Even motherhood can become an idol.

Anything we place above trustful submission to God becomes a rival to Him.

As the Puritan Thomas Brooks wisely wrote:

“Satan paints sin with virtue’s colors.”

The idol never announces itself as an idol.

It disguises itself as wisdom.

Responsibility.

Love.

Good stewardship.

Common sense.

And before we realize it, our hearts have drifted.

Behold God

That is why we must constantly evaluate ourselves through Scripture.

Not through culture.

Not through emotions.

Not through popular opinion.

Through God’s Word.

The Word reveals what our hearts often hide.

And when it does, our response should not be despair.

It should be worship.

Because the goal of our lives is not ultimately to get everything we want.

The goal is not to have our preferred story.

The goal is not even to be remembered.

The goal is to behold God.

The minor judges came and went.

Their stories occupy only a few verses.

Yet God’s purposes prevailed.

Their significance was not found in the size of their role.

It was found in the God who authored the story.

The same is true for us.

Whether God increases or diminishes.

Whether He gives or withholds.

Whether our stories look ordinary or extraordinary.

He remains worthy.

And so today, I find myself returning once again to Isaiah 55.

His ways are higher than my ways.

His thoughts are higher than my thoughts.

He knows what is best.

He knows my heart.

He is trustworthy.

And when I preach that truth to myself, it changes everything.

Behold Him, not me.

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